Jay.! Jay.! Jay.!

Jay is going to release his latest album.

.."魔杰座"..

yeahh.. iim so happy.

lols.

some of his songs were really really nice.

just like this 1. it's a part of it's lyrics.

能不能给我一首歌的时间，

静静的把那拥抱变成永远，

在我的怀里面你也不用害怕失眠，

而如果你想忘记,

我也能适应,

能不能给我一首歌的时间,

把故事推到最后才说再见..

this is another 1.

nice man.!

lols.

i LOVE him.

my perfect idol. <3

不要你离开，

几里的不堪，

思念变成海，

在窗外进不来原谅说太快，

爱成了阻碍，

手中的风筝放太快，

回不来，

不要你离开，

回忆化不开见你的阻碍,

我在等待重来天空仍灿烂，

她爱着大海情歌被打败，

爱已不存在..

i really do admire him.

all my room's ea cupboard got many of his posters.

lols.

really hope that the date to release the album faster arrive.

lols.

___fishyy..

muackss.

exhausted. @.@

went to Tanjung Medical Center today.

went to look at my neck and my hand.

cause i accidentally sprained them. xD.

the doctor said that my muscle is very tight.

maybe is because of using computer to much.

and ofcoz. my pilly-lowlow (pillow) got problem.

he said i must changed them.

T.T. sad mia.

my pilly-lowlow want say bye bye dyy..

lols.

so. i follow a nurse to a room.

for physio therapy.

physio therapy.?!

ya. it is.

they use some kind of ultrasound device with electron to relax my muscle.

arghh. it keep on sucking my neck.

but kinda interesting. lols.

but my hand. they use different way to relax my hand's muscle.

they apply a gel on my hand.

then they use some kind of ultrasound device to massage my hand.

oh no. not agaiin..?!

no. it's really different.

it's so ache.

the physio therapy lasted for an hour.

it finally finished after the doctor massage my muscle.

pain wehh..

goshh.

hate it.

tml must went thr again.

it must continue for two to three weeks..

how bout my PMR.??

but they said nevermind.

it wont affect it.

so ok.

lols.

really painful.

i really do it recover faster.

coz iim so excited about PMR.

arghhh.**

still got 14days to come.

after the 14days.

lols. iim going to shout.

coz iim finallly fe-riii-eee...

lols.

__fishyy.

speechless about the..

"sprained" thingy on my neck.

lols.

MISS him.

LOVE him.

normal.? abnormal.?

iim so confused lately..

everything just come so fast..

even lost so fast..

result,prawn,parents,that BITCH,friends,HIM,etc.

i really wanna go mad dyy.

all of my friends in the class said i've changed a lot. quiet jorr..

lols.?! abnormal dyy i think.

iim not a superwoman ler.

cant support so many things..

sekali gus. in my brain.

but i really do miss him..

I MISS HIM.

moody.

hurt my neck this morning..

it's painful..

whole day cant turn my neck dyy..

suffer.. grr...

mummy said that iim actually no niid to go school tml..

but i want to go lar..

i wan go see "la0g0ng"..

lols.

my brother said..

i looks like an OKU..

he makes me so damn angry abt it..

OKU..?!

duuhh..

ORANG KURANG UPAYA.

suffer larr..

oohh godd.

who can save me..??

MOODY mia..

n0thin to d0 at all..

wh0le day just taking my pillow walk here and there nia..

sumthin funny happened too..

my mummy feed me for breakfast..

lols.?!

a 15 year old girl..

still want her mum to feed her..?!

L'MAO..

this incident makes my aunt laugh at me whole day..

i already call my mum dun feed me dyy marr..

u tot i wan merr..??

yoorrr..

my head really senget dyy marr..

how eat worr...

y00rrr..

dun laugh me larr...

aiiks...

MOODY..

am i still a child or wad..??

__fishyy.

sprained my neck.

suffer~~

nice movie wehh..!

went to queens* yesterday.
watched " The Painted Skin ".
such a nice movie.

the movie was abt a woman ' Pei Rong '
whom sacrificed herself for her love ones,
to save everyone's life.
from a demon which cut off a man's heart by using..
her hands only.
just to protect her human skin from getting old.


her real body is made up of......
worms. i think.
but she is a wolf lar actt.
gross mia.


but the meaning of the movie was quite nice.
the background too.
it's abt true love.


the demon sacrifice herself too.. at the ending..
just to save the one she fall in love with.
bcoz she fall in love with ' Pei Rong's ' husband.


demon also can understand the meaning of true love.?!
lols. in the movie.
is lidat lar.
but in the real world.
i think.....
lols.


i also dunno how to explain the movie lar.
but it's really nice.
go to have a look.
if u have chance.
^^


look at the posters of the character.
nice..! =]

nice..??


oh ya.! met up zhiqi at queens*.
hahas.
hi darling.!
lols.


must go watch orhh..
mwahss..

__fishyy.
still waiting..

thanks nessa..!!

nessa sent me this yesterday.

so nice.

LOVE SONG by TAYLOR SWIFT.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z4xmxb9K8RI

go to have a look on it's mv.

gorgeous. sweet mia.

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights,
See the party,
the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello Little did
I know That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go,
and I said Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and
I said Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh,
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
and I said Romeo save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head,
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring,
And said, Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh
Cause we were both young when I first saw you

[ He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring ]

he did this too.

miss him so muchh.

anyway. thanks darling..!!

for this song.

lols.

__fishyy.

imy. ily.

PLEASE.. T.T

la0g0ng..

i miss y0u s0 much..

can euu please dun go to genting..

PLEASE..

i dun wan to be alone..

please..

dun go..

can a not..??

PLEASE..

la0g0ng ar..

when will y0u forget her..??

y0u call me t0 give y0u time.

but did u really try t0 f0rget herr..???

iim so..

DISAPPOINTED..

you know..??

i really h0pe that y0u'll be back..

iim so scare..

i scare that y0u w0nt be back..

iim really scare.

la0g0ng..

i l0ve y0u..

FOREVER.

muackss..<3

__ fishyy.

DISAPPOINTED..

a letter f0r him.

给我心中的未婚夫..邱豪杰..也就是我最爱的人.. <3

现在的我, 完全搞不懂, 我们的关系..
我只知道, 可能..不能挽回了吧..
我真的很爱你..
你知道吗..??
你知道, 当你告诉我, 我不是你最爱的人, 的那个时候...
我的心是怎么样的吗..??
我不明白..为什么你要一直骗我说你有小老婆..
可是我相信你..
我相信你不会那样对我的..
我不是第一天认识你, 好吗..??

今天, 我想起了好多东西哦..
我们所经历过的每一件事..
我还记得..
有一次, 我发高烧..
你特地跑来我的家陪我..
因为你知道我不要吃药..
你那天明明不能出来的..还跑出来..
回到家会被骂的嘛..笨到要死..
那天, 我叫你不要走..不要丢下我一个人..
撑开眼睛, 看不到你的时候, 我还以为你回去了..
就哭了咯..哪里知道,你突然出现..
还跟我讲你去厕所..
我好感动哦..嘻嘻..
谢谢你没有丢下我..
知道我没有力上楼, 还抱我上楼..
过后才肯回家去..

傻瓜老公..

还有一次..
我们出去拍拖的时候..
戏院里很冷很冷..
你就突然之间..拿出一条外套给我..
叫我穿..你还说你知道我会冷..所以特地带的..
真体贴..怪不得我那个时候觉得你的包包很重啦..
还不给我看里面是什么..原来如此..

你还记得芒果吗..??
哈哈..
我永远记得哦..

现在这首歌..
再次送给你..

希望你会记得..
那晚你所说过的每一句话..
而那些话..
永远都会收在我的心中..
不要忘记我们已经订婚了哦..

嘻嘻..

我永远爱你噢..
邱豪杰..
我会等到你回来的..
虽然我真的很不希望你知道我还在等..

不过..我不想惹你生气..

所以还是说好了..

真的希望你能够忘了她..

然后回来陪我哦..

你答应过我..说我们会在一起一辈子的..

会有小羽羽和小杰杰的存在的哦..

你还说过..

当你的那一枚戒指戴进我的手中..

我就是你的未婚妻了哦..

嘻嘻..

我答应你..
你回来的那一天..
就会是我告诉你我心里所有心事的那天..
也会是你梦寐以求的老婆出现的那一天..

我爱你老公..

__fishyy..

always love you.
d0n't forget our memories ya.

muacksss..

interesting..? xD.

假如期待就一定会得到的话..

那么这个世界就不需要奇迹出现..

就不需要先爱的人相依相偎..

假如放弃就一定会心碎的话..

那么这段感情就不需要温度热恋..

就不需要痛澈心扉的心..

假如许愿就会实现的话..

那么这个心愿就不需要努力实现..

就不需要认真的人求生求死..

假如相爱就一定会幸福的话..

那这对恋人就不需要关卡的出现..

就不需要突破的人抱的美人归..

简简单单的爱情..
或许不需要任何的责任..

但是不需要责任的爱情..

谁会想要呢?!

混混乱乱的爱情..
或许不需要任何思念..

但是不需要思念的爱情..

谁会在意呢?!

轰轰烈烈的爱情..
或许不需要任何理智..

但是不需要理智的爱情..

谁敢触碰呢?!

平平静静的爱情..
或许不需要任何争吵..

但是不需要争吵的爱情..

谁会了解对方的感受呢?!

就是这么复杂..
就是这么的摸不着头绪..

但是, 一旦掉进爱情的空格里..

你是解不掉的..

只会越陷越深..

我永远爱你老公..

PMR is coming..

19 more to PMR.

BORING.

life is so complicated.

full of question marks.

like wad hunter said.

lols.

SAMPAH school.

SAMPAH rules.

SAMPAH exam.

SAMPAH results.

lols.

__fishyy.

muackss..

hearts him.

hearts la0g0ng s0 much..

but..

our relati0nship was so harsh nowadays.

iim s0 s0 s0 s0 sadd.

and dissappointed t0o.

but will he understand iit..?

h0pe s0.

and h0pe that he'll be backk f0r me.

la0g0ng. ii love youu.

sorryy for making you so unhappy abt me..

iim really sorryy.

love you forever.

__xiiao yu.

imy.

iim bek. x)

wahh.

l0ng time din update my blog dyy.

kinda busy lately.

PMR IS COMING.

xD.

every0ne was trying their best to get g00d results ya.

but. iim n0t include in it.

hahas.

lazy lar. always study study study nia.

get guud result 0s0 n0 use.

next year transfer dyy.

same ending nia.

it's getting late. i think.

better go sleep dyy.

dar c0mplain lia0.

ermm.

iff. iim free..

i'll try t0 upl0ad summ0re p0st orhhs..

but m0st probably is after my exam dyy.

iff wanna chat.

i'll 0nline.

just add me at msn will d0.

ysy930120-03-5808@hotmail.com.

xD.

it's not my ic. hahas.

tata ya all^^

muackss..

nite. dar.

love you so much. just like you do.